This past week was The Sugar Princess's endocrinologist appointment. She visits Pittsburgh Children's Hospital every three months. Her doctor looks over her blood sugar log and discusses with us any changes to her insulin to carb ratios at meal times and/or any changes with her correction factor (how much insulin to add or subtract based on what her blood sugar number is at the time). Our goal for The Sugar Princess is 120, but it seems now a days that her blood sugars are above this (sometimes way above)....growth spurt??? We do our best and hope for the best....but I continue to worry. It is so frustrating!! We also get the results of a blood test called an A1C.....for my non-D friends - this is a blood test that basically tells us how we have been managing her diabetes. All of us D-Moms and D-Dads like to call it, "The mommy and daddy report card"! Our Sugar Princess's A1C goal is below 8. For the past year, The Sugar Princess has been 7.5 - 7.8, but this trip...7.4! I know it doesn't seem like alot, but to us....it felt like we just won a big competition or state title or something. Take that Diabetes!!!
The worst part about the whole trip is when The Sugar Princess gets her blood drawn....as soon as we walk in "that room" and she sees "that chair"....instant tears. The look on her face just breaks my heart. It's the same look I seen on the day that she was diagnosed....it takes alot not to just break down and cry, but I save that for behind closed doors.
The best part about the whole trip was when The Sugar Princess began to understand when she would yawn, it would make Daddy yawn. The Sugar Princess was hooked. She would fake yawn and fake yawn over and over and each time my husband couldn't fight off the yawning. It was so funny and we all were laughing so hard while we waited for the doctor to meet with us! I wonder what they thought hearing all that laughter??